Eek, didn't realise it had been that long since my last post. Not that anyone's waiting with bated breath for the next entry; as far as I know only two people know of the existence of this here little blog! :) But I do myself an injustice by not posting.
I just had a solo weekend away in New Milton, a little town nestled between the south coast of England and New Forest - a National Park originally set aside as royal hunting grounds. Though there are no deer there to speak of these days, just wild ponies! I may have seen a few, unless they were actually domesticated animals... hard to tell from where I was standing.
Anyway I got what I wanted from the holiday, though not nearly enough: rest, spiritual 're-charge' and an opportunity to re-think recent behaviours and thoughts. Some of which haven't been very pretty, I'm afraid. But I'm really trying to think positive, so no more dwelling, over-analysing, judging and negative imaginings... It will take a while to change these very old and persistent habits, but I just have to keep trying. I believe my future happiness is at stake otherwise. A big statement to make, I know, but it's true. No-one but you can make you happy. So... that's my job from now on! Make sure Mimi's happy. A hard task for anyone, let alone me! But I have more help available than I give credit for... I just need to remember to call on those around me for it. Thank you, you know who you are :)
March 12, 2007
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